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”gy Neuq;fspy; gy kdpjh;fs;” Gj;jftpkh;rdk;

vLj;j vLg;gpNyNa nrhy;yptpl Ntz;Lk;
vd;why; ,g;gbj;jhd; nrhy;ypahf Ntz;Lk;.

"rkPgj;jpy; ,t;tsT tp\aq;fis cs;slf;fpa xU fdkhd Gj;jfj;ijg; gbj;jjpy;iy."

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thrpg;Gg; gof;fk; cs;sth;fs;> tpjk; tpjkhd Gj;jfq;fshfj;jhd; NjLfpwhh;fs;. ntWk; fij> ftpij vd;W mlq;fptpl khl;lhh;fs;. fl;Liufs;> nkhopngah;g;Gfs; > Muha;r;rpf; fl;Liufs;> Ma;Tfs;> tuyhWfs; vd;W Ngha;j;jhd; Mf Ntz;Lk;. xU etPdj; jkpopyf;fpa thrfd;> jd;idj; Njh;e;j thrfdhf mtDf;F mtNd xU Fwpg;gpl;l jFjpNahL epiy epWj;jpf; nfhs;s Ntz;Lkhapd; mtd; jd; thrpg;Gj; jsj;ijg; gygbfspy; tphpj;Jj;jhd; Mf Ntz;Lk;.

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,e;jf; fl;lj;jpy; ntWk; thrpg;NghL epWj;jpf; nfhz;lth; gyh;. njhlh;e;J Kad;wth; rpyh;.

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jpU ghujp kzp mth;fs; vOjpa 'gy Neuq;fspy; gy kdpjh;fs;'

,e;jg; Gj;jfj;jpy; fhZk; tho;tDgtq;fis tphpthd ilhpf; Fwpg;ghf thpirapl;L> xU kdpjdpd; Njh;e;j Kjph;r;rpahd r%f Mtzkhf cUkhw;wp mw;Gjkhd xU ehtyhf ,ij cUthf;fpapUf;fyhNk vd;Wjhd; Njhd;wpaJ vdf;F.

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tho;f;ifapd; mh;j;jk; vq;Nf ghpg+uzj;Jtk; milfpwJ? Rw;wKk; R+oYk; itj;Jj;jhNd?

mNlag;gh! ,e;j kdpjdpd; tho;f;ifapy;jhd; vj;jidfs; epfo;Tfs;? vt;tsT mDgtq;fs;? vy;yhtw;iwAk; nrhy;yf; $ba Ntfk;. vijAk; kiwf;fhj cz;ik. ,g;gb ntspg;gLk;NghJ vj;jid ghpkspf;fpwJ?

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tpUl;nld;W ghia tphpg;gJNghy; tphpj;Jg;; Nghl;L tpl;lhh; ghujp kzp. gbf;Fk; thrfd; gpukpf;fpwhd;.

,thpd; Kjy; Gj;jfkh ,J?

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VNjhNthh; glj;jpy; ehNf\; nrhy;Ythh;:

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,q;Nf vdf;Fr; nrhy;yp Kby...mt;tsTjhd;.

rpy Neuq;fspy; rpy kdpjh;fisj;jhd; ehk; ek; tho;f;ifapy; re;jpj;jpUf;fpNwhk;.. Vnddpy; gyUila tho;f;ifapd; vy;if kpff; FiwT. vdNt mth;fspd; mDgtq;fSk; FiwT.

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xt;nthU fl;Liuaha;r; nrhd;dhy;jhd; kdR MWk;. gpwF Gj;jfj;ij ,JNyNa gbj;J Kbj;J tpl;ljhfj; Njhd;wp tpl;lhy;?

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KjYk; filrpakhd xU Gj;jfk; vd;W Xhplj;jpy; nrhy;fpwhh; Mrphpah;. ,e;j vOj;J mDgtj;ijg; ghh;f;Fk;NghJ ,J Kjy; Gj;jfKky;y> ,dp tug; NghFk; Gj;jfq;fSk; ,jw;F <lhf mikag; NghtJky;y vd;W mDgtr; nrOikia neUf;fkhfr; nrhy;yj; Njhd;WfpwJ.

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vOj;ij milahsk; fhz;gJ gjpg;gfq;fspd; jiyaha gzp. caph;ik mijr; nrt;tNd epiwNtw;wpapUf;fpwJ. njhlh;e;J epiwNtw;wpf; nfhz;LkpUf;fpwJ. gjpg;gfq;fis milahsk; fhz;gJ xU Njh;e;j thrfdpd; gzp. Gj;jf tpUk;gpfs; midthpd; iffspYk; ,Uf;f Ntz;ba xU mUikahd mw;Gjkhd Ehy; ,J!

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